Sunday, May 09, 2004
yippee!! its mother's day! yea! but wait. i haven given my mommy anything. *sobz* hahax. u dun need to buy presents to express ur love or anything rite? *evil grinz* man! but i still feel guilty. LOL!
later got some kinda mother's day function at my father's brother's house (my uncle). i dunch wanna go. maybe i do. i dunno. i'm confused. i think i shouldnt go. whenever i go there. i feel so left out. thanx to many pple. den i'll be so quiet. nth to do. den one or 2 of my much older cousins, will come and ask me why i'm so quiet?
den i'll have nowhere to hang out. nowhere to go. so i'll go to my mom. den she'll chase me away. den go to my brother. he'll be playing wif my younger guy cousins. who also have very little interaction with me. den i'll go to the hall sit down watch tv. and then feel so bored. so awkward. wished i was at home. pester my parents to leave early. spoil all the fun. and eventually be seen as the bad , anti-social one. hmm.
but tts nth new eh? i've always been kinda ostracize by them.
but if i'm at home. i'll die out of boredom. no movies to watch. come online, dun have pple online. maybe i should just clean my room, for once. or maybe i should go catch a movie. but my parents wun let. hmm..
its twelve noon now. hmm. one hour into my new day. i woke up at eleven. better start hunting for something to do. no1 to disturb also. everyone having exams.
wonder why bp had their exams so early? haiyox. kiasu. most schools juz had their first paper on the 7th. so, their paper ends on th 18th. tts lyk about 9 more days.
oh ya. btw, i find the new advertisements on the mrt trains very lame. firstly the voices are too high-pitched. secondly, the speak too muffled. thirdly, its very loud.
i was trying to sleep in the train yesterday. den aft every 2 stations, tt advertisemnet wud be played. i couldnt even get the ad. everything i wud onli here the ending. lyk dun eat and drink. or move to the centre of the cart. etc.
i think some editting needs to be done. lyk make the ad more audible. not so squeaky. etc. etc. =X